how are u today?
feeling good?
alright, time flies.
now reach 15th of jan d.
it had been happened a lot of unhappiness incidents this 15 days.
averagely i quarrel v my baby once a week. LoL
it became serious and serious.
and everything turned tense last nite.
yea, we quarreled nonostoply from thurs nite to fri nites.
last nite, it was a fri nites, i really feel disheartened d, bcoz both of us were just helpless.
it were too many unforgettable and unforgivable words came out from our mouths.
it hurts and it burns.
okay. i really just hope that he can see his fault and at the same time, i refresh everything that i had done on him.
i thought we will be alright after 3-4 hours separated. at the beginning, it did. BUT. things getting worse when we reached at usm.
we quarreled again.
baby, do u know why i was so angry?
its just bcoz of i cant see u repent and turn over a new leaf.
for me myself, i had tried my very best to do anything that just to satisfy u.
but recently, i know i treat u far more worse than last one year i did.
why? do u ever think that why the way i treat u had changed?
just bcoz of one reason too.
its bcoz i wan to let u see the difference and gv u some space to think about our problem.
so now do u get it?
however, u just feel that i over control u.
do u know how hurt and how lost when u repeat saying that i control u?
pls, dun ever say it again.
although i easy to feel jealous, i easy to feel angry,
BUT i easy to forgive u too, isn't it?
i just wan to listen to the truth, not specific term, just all the times,
but not pretty lies. can u do that? :/
alright, now we are ok d.
considered settled the previous problems, but i really hope that its really over d. no more take out the same problem and argue again, ok? baby~~
yes, i can see that we are loving each others very much at this moment.
and u are correct baby, we lack of care, thats why we speak smth hurt when we quarrel all the times, so can we just care each others more?
♥ lovie ♥
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