* disheartened *

i m not happy at all.
i just feel like my sacrifice is so unworthy.
wat if i respect him all the way but he never learn to respect me in return?
why gals must be so shameless and listen to her love?
i dun wan to be such gal anymore.
i just feel that its enuf, i m tired!
i never get respected by him.
he never know how much i sacrifice for this relationship.
he never understand me.
he just think of himself, he never think of me!
okay, in his mind, its me, who hurt him at first.
i dun respect him.
i make things worse.
i show to everyone he is a bad boy.
but, frankly, if he din anything tat make me feel uncomfortable,
will i post all those thing on fb wall?
will i voice out my dissatisfied?
pls, think from another person's view.
i know, after u read this post, u wil very angry as u wil think why my attitude stil unchanged,
but without posting this thingy, i feel very lost.
i really lost.
now, i think very carefully d,
together without happiness, together by forced, together by reluctant,
it doesnt make glorious couples.
so, if u request for break up for any once again,
i wil never retrieve, i wil let go.
bcoz my heart had dead, thats it.