i m back...

after lost for few months i think...
finally i m back to blogging...
first of all... i m really tired of being a human beings...
tired of exams, tired of frens, tired of life, tired of everythings...
exams... finaly gv me a break d...
i dun think i did well for this final...
but i noe i had tried my best,, so its ok with wat the result..
next,,, frens...
sometime i think i m over thinking or maybe over sensitive??
i dunno... i jz feel weird sometimes...
sorry for i m not going to mention any names and also sorry for my voicing out...
sometime i really dunno who i m to them...
did they treat me as real frens as i treat them??
sometime i noe the answer definitely yes...
but sometimes...
haiz...
i feel no topic when facing them...
i feel hard to maintain a good relationship v them like last time...
frankly... i miss that time when we laugh together...
is it possible to go back to that time??
did i do smth wrong until u all dun like me??
did some misunderstanding occured but i dunno??
really sorry for everything...
on the other hand... there are still some frens that i really feel its worthless to mix...
i think they are jz taking benifits from me but not treat me as real frens...
next... there are some frens try to back step some another...
i think i had mis-trust on this kind of frens...
bcoz i found out... this kind of frens are totally different from the first impression they gave me...
FRENS... PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT DUN ASSUME URSELVES INTO THE PERSON I M TALKING bcoz i might be not meaning u...
i voice out all this jz bcoz i want to release my sadness but not destroy our frenship...
i m still the Goh Yean Yee who loves my frens very much!!
enjoy a short hols everyone!!