not a good day...

err...this morning...when i wake up...i try to get myself to a happy mode...
it sound like quite success...
but...when i open up the newspaper...
after i read the horoscope...
it written:"today is in bad mood, some problem will be occured..."
it totally damage my mood...
i m reali superstitious ler...
not good...!!!
however...felt myself proud bcoz i had done few quiz today although i was reali very slpy...
chatted v my dear ji mui...seanx...
jz heard that she faced some relationship problem but i felt so useless bcoz i cant gv her any help...sorry my dearest,,,btw, i wil be v u anytime when u need,,,
i dunno why my mood will be so down...although i did reali tell myself to get happier..i cant cheer myself up... :((
quarreled v mum...
this will owez happen when my mood is bad,,,
she keep say me n i cant control n din ans her properly so she scold me n i jz let her see my face...
sorry my loving mama... :((
haiz...is it that i m too bad to be her daughter or so suffer that to be my mum??
how a deep quest??
LOLs...
today...attend the swimming class...
i hate swimming as well...
it made my legs feel so pain until i cant walk properly...
waste my time and energy!!!
however...i must learn to appreciate everythings....
thx to whom who gv me support ya!!
i love u guys...♥
oh ya...i think i had learnt to hide the sad feelings and show my happy face to others d...
is it a good or bad things??